I'm taking the next several days to simply evaluate what we've heard, weigh options, and pray about the situation. Sometimes the more opinions you get, the more confusing things become. I've been really stressed about it all the past two nights and have not slept well, which usually means that something is not right or comfortable. I am one that would really like everyone to agree and have all the doctors that we saw be "on the same page," but that is not going to happen. Sometimes as a patient, you have to be bold and just make a decision on what you want to happen .... this isn't really my personality, but that will likely happen. I have never liked wavering around, not having a plan and feeling like nothing is progressing ... it is usually easier when you decide and move forward.
Yesterday I seriously thought we weren't going to do anything and that I was just going to have to live with it, but today has been a little better and I know that is not realistic or practical.
I have 115 kiddos at work tomorrow .... pray for stamina! The battery on my scooter is not working & is getting fixed. Keep praying for wisdom in making the best treatment decision.
Hugs,
je
2 comments:
Jenny, Thinking of you and still praying for a positive outcome and decision. I will pray to St. Anthony the impossible, maybe he can help. Hang in there you have been thrown another curve enough is enough. Have faith it is in his hands. Love, Ted,Carol and Teddy
Jen: it was good to see you yesterday, and, as usual, you looked STUNNING! Blue is a good color for you! Praying for clarity and firmness of decision, even though the options and opinions are NOT all in agreement. Be bold & step forward! L Jo
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